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| YO!!!! Tell me how This Nigga just texted me on some O.D type shit. So The nigga Andrew texted me like" I wanna do it to you"....Gross....First of all this is suppose to be my nigga, so im thinking like WTF. But anyway im thinking this nigga is trippin, why would he even come @ me like that. We use to go together like 2 summers ago but it was never anythig serious. We went out like 2 times and chilled a couple more. Plus he was like a year or 2 younger than me so i was never serious about it. Anyway he then proceeds to tell me how he is just being honest. Whatever. I feel some type of way because he i cool with most of the people im cool with and i just dont want any unecessary drama. We hve class together and he doesnt say shit 2 me. But out of the blue comes @ me on some awakard tip. Well Im watching the real world road rules challenge the new one.... Plus Nafis is readong over my shoulder......gotta luv him | | |
| So I got home friday night. And went out on saturday to do what i needed. Went out saturday night w/ shantel, Kesha, and Daninne. W e have fun but it was a white people club which is ok. Sometimes i think i have a better time dancin with them then going to chrome or transit and having every guy trying to talk to me. SPeaking of trying to t talk to me here we go again with the bullshit. So i wake up this morning breath all stank and what not, and he's mad again................ What ese is new. He say's that I'm acting different and that I'm talking to other people. I guess he will never understand. Though we have gone through a lot of shit in the past he doesnt believe me. about anything. So what am i to do . I love him and dont not want to be with him. But i refuse to be w/ somebody and be explainging myself every five mins. I am a good girlfriend i know i am and any guy would be lucky o have me. Well at least thats how i feel. I dont know if i can do this much longer.... the arguing about dumb shit, and him making me cry. like i dont understand........ | | |
| It's almost 3 am, and He is mad @ me yet again. Or at least this is what im guessing, when a nigga doesnt pick up his phone or call you. but its cool, cause shit like this happens all the time. But does that make it right? I try to prove that he is the only one im dealing with but obviously im not making it clear enough. So whatever. Anyway I'm going on spring break tomorrow and i am sooo happy. I get to go home and just chill. I dont know if we will spend as much time together as we did in the past. I feel like i need some me time. But really i am just preparing myself 4 if he doesnt want to see me. But why would he? | | |
| Well Im sitting here thinking about how i just failed my math mid term that i just took. So i guess the myth isnt true, if you don't go to class, you cant pass the mid term. There goes me being naturally bright. It's cool imma take that loss on the chin and chalk it. But anyways.... IM GOING HOME TOMORROW!. I'm very excited im going to get some very needed quality time with......myself. I've come to the realization that I need to start spedning more time on my self. I am always worried about what other people think of me. Whether it be my peers, my family or Fis. So I will pamper myself tis week when I'm home. (SJP is the greatest, i dont know why they ended the show). Anyways I want to go to the gym tonight b4 i leave and get rid of these thhunder thighs (LOL). Run on the treadmil, lift some weights do some crunches, then get some Buger King............... | | |
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